Thanks for leaving me.

It's been ages i didn't have any new post in my blog. May be some of my friends are waiting for the update,wish there's someone does. I'm sorry for being absent for so long, as if i had disappeared in this whole wide world.

I just wanted to tell everyone that i'm doing fine. I'm still surviving after the painful broke-up.
I'm sure everyone is glad to know that i'm happy for my present life now. It's much more meaningful than the past when i was in the previous relationship. I couldn't say the time when i was in love was not meaningful, but then i have got to admit that it's not as meaningful as the life i have now.

I had once lost the direction,lost myself when i was in love with the wrong guy. But when you're already with the one you love, would you appreciate what you have,or would you moan about it all the time? this was the question i used to ask myself, work hard on it or keep complaining without doing anything? i chose the first option, be positive and work it out.

and then, even though it ended up like shit, haha.. i do not regret as i had tried my best. It was my best, seriously.

I wanted to thank him for giving me both good and bad experience as I have learnt a lot from him. and I believe we made the right decision to let each other go. I've gotta admit that i'm hating him as he's such a jerk and he's the biggest liar i've ever met in life. Yet, i've gotta admit that i'm loving him as he had given me good times too.

In conclusion,
Hatred + Love = Neutral

Hah~ Jill's equation
I know it's funny, i know it doesn't sound right and make any sense...whatever...this is my blog, i'm just writing out my own thought. Up to u all agree or disagree. hehe.

So, basically the message i'm trying to send to my friends is that do not worry about me, i live a better life and i'm staying strong. I have got back everything that i lost when i was with him. I finally know that how happy l can be when i don't need to worry about where he's going tonight, will he sneak out from bed to somewhere else...all the insecurities really upset me. but it's all gone, it's such a relief. phew~! long last!

I'm sure everyone is happy for me especially my friends, and some of his friends too.
Specially thank to those who helped me during my hard time. Too many to list down.
They know who they are. I love them all. Never thought that i lost the one who doesn't love can get back so many people loving me in return. I've gotta use the f word to express my feeling now, i'm f* ing lucky man!!!! lol~

seriously, i'm really,very, lucky. I guess, I've gotta thank him for leaving me.